Oh my oh my

Oh my hat. Axie is so difficult now a days 😪I'm actually sad. I loved season 18. But now it got so difficult in season 19 . I feel that I just want to give up. 😕I am struggling 😫it's so hard now. I can't anymore I tried. I didn't play arena for a week or longer now. I missed it and tonight I thought no I'm going to play. But I lost again after game after game. I'm thinking by my self I just wasted money. 😕 I mean I was very good in the beginning I made my family proud. But now I disappointed them. Hope it will get better someday. I watched video clips of arena then I think it's going to help me but it didn't. Who are feeling just like me? I really don't want to give up. I think I'm just going to focus on Hive and on my family. I don't want to quit. But I just lose I Am sad. What can I do?

Enjoy your day and hope you guys win