~The Simulation~

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Art created with blender

The Simulation

Am I really alive? Are my thoughts mine?
Are my action predetermined?
Sigh!!!
Control? How much of it do I have?
Actions and reactions, one in the same
The coded language of thought
Dropping arrays of emotions
All aggregated in pixel
The graphics make it real, an unrealistic realism
The ultimate sincere lie made into my fake reality
All planned by the one watching behind the screen
By none other than the game master,
The master of simulation
Series of several predicted outcome
Made to run endlessly like 1 and 0s
I have lived more than once, died more than once
Test runned different personality, attitude and character
The life I lived before, who was I?
Who would I be? What would I become?
I am just a test subject, an experimental building block of code
How does reality feel like? Taste like? Smell like
Am I being made to crave for reality?
Perhaps questioning the realism of the unrealistic reality is as unrealistic as my so-called realism itself
No way forward, no way backwards
The hope that probably the simulation itself was being simulated
And it was all a lie that was being made true
A painful realization

Thanks for reading✌️

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