Good evening all, happy third day of the week,

I woke up around 6am feeling so weak, as if my bones can't carry me again, i tried to stand up still i couldnt, i just lay there watching my kids cry for morning breakfast since they choose to wake up very early today. My husband was still fast asleep and i couldnt reach out to him so i just lay there thinking of what to do.

Thirty minutes later, i pushed myself up after struggling for a while and thankfully i could still stand on my feet, then my waist pain came heavily as if i was in labor the third time, Jesus it was just too much to bear this morning, i woke my husband up and complaining the pains and he gave me drugs to help calm it down.

We had our morninv devotion, took the kids out the bathroom and did the necessary morning rituals before eating and after i finished the pains was slowing going so i warm the food for them and they started eating. Funny enough i dont eat beans and my second daughter find pleasure in selecting beans out of her rice and if it mistakenly enters her mouth she will take like twenty minutes to chew it.

By 9am i went back to bed, sleeping again since I just didnt feel like eating or doing any thing in the house. I slept till 1pm.

I woke up by 1pm and i went straight to the chicken since the hunger was distrubing my stomach, i took what i saw in the kitchen, my kids were fast asleep too so i used the time well to clean up the house and wash plate and clothes. Still wasn't feeling strong deep down my body but i had too before they wakes up after i finished washing the clothes i was so tired o couldnt prepare any lunch so i just lay down watching them sleep so peacefully.

By 3pm they were up crying for food as if i stole their pot of food, i quickly called my husband and he came seeing my state he knew he has to take care of the kids before they eat me raw, he prepared soup and garri dished it out for them and they fought the food as if they have not eaten in months 😀

By 6pm, i knew no matter how tired or weak i was, i will have to go out and make sales for the day, i stood up prepared indomie for them to have as dinner, took my market products and zoom off to the market to sell and today the market wasn't friendly at all, i just stayed there watching passer-by and the vehicle move from one place to another and i am back to lay my tired and weak body down.

Today wasn't as expected but i am still keeping hope alive because i know tomorrow is for me and i will achieve all through christ that strengthens me.

I love you all, have a sound sleep, see you in the morning.