Free Will
You ever stop and think about how people just drift through existence đ???? Like ghosts. Consumed by shit they didn't choose (routines, expectations, responsibilities) and they are stuck in a cycle that repeat without deviation, without awareness. And they tell themselves that it matters, that there is a meaning in this. Because accepting the alternative would be unbearable.
them.
People like to yap about free will. Fucking free will. They think they can make choices. But put a man in the right circumstances, give him the right pressure, and watch how predictable he becomes. Watch how quickly his âchoicesâ dissolve into inevitabilities, itâs a rigged shit.
Funny shit is, every now and then someone wakes up, steps off the track, stops running the loop. And just for a moment they see the world for what it is. before the current drags them back under. And maybe if theyâre lucky, they hold onto a piece of it. Something real. Something true. But most of them mfs don't.
Most just go back to sleep.
You know what I fucking hate I fucking hate planning shit but when itâs out of your control, like you depend on chances you depend on other people, other interactions for your plan to go according to what you want. âIf shit goes as plannedâ ahh plan and I hate that but I just accepted that if shit does not go as planned because of external factors that are out of your control, then fuck it yeah the universe does not want you to do that thing.